Lyrics:

Clockwork:

I wait so long for you to leave, like clockwork.
Makes me feel like I’m worry free and together.
But I’m not, you were right all along.
Would you care if I stayed one more day.
I hear you yawning in the night, so fragile.
Try to look hard, I know you’re soft. So special.
And I wish that I had some more time.
Wish that yawn meant you’d stay my whole life.
I took your innocent remarks for granted.
Glad that you taught me what you could while I listened.
And I hope that you know that I care.
Hear that song that you loved everywhere.
I notice how stubborn you are, just the right amount.
Willing to fight a losing fight for who you care about.
And I hope that someday I’m the same, ‘cause you’ll always be part of my name.
And I’ll make the most while I can, keeping all that you are where I stand.

We’ll Find Love:

I think we will both find love, maybe just not together.
Feels so strange dreaming of the future if it’s without you.
Days long lost flash back, they beam in color, burn so true.
Can you hear me? I loved you dearly.
I wish we had been thinking clearly.
And that whole time, when you were mind, I never thought that we’d let go.
Yeah, I think we will both find love, maybe just not together.
Yeah darling, we will both find love, maybe just not together.
Yeah I know us, and we’ll find love, maybe just not together.
For a second I wish things could just stop so we could figure it out.
Can you hear me? I spoke sincerely.
Maybe we’re not thinking clearly.
I know we will both find love, maybe just not together.
Oh yeah darling, we will both find love, maybe just not together.
Barely surviving, we stay quiet.
Will we last through this great fire?
Voices calling, god they want you.
But not the way I do.
I think we’ll find love, even if it’s not together.
Oh yeah I know us, and we’ll find love, maybe just not together.
Oh yeah, I think we will both find love, maybe just not together.
Oh yeah darling, we will both find love, maybe just not together.
Yeah, not together.

Shallow End:

I don’t wanna recognize myself I want to fly across the country with one bag, tell no one else.
I could throw my planner out the plane, I could do anything I wanted.
I don’t care, I’ll go insane.
I’ve been the voice inside my head that’s kept me in bed.
Dove in the shallow end.
Found comfort in the way I weigh.
Crying’s like medicine, once it’s all done you feel the same.
Thought that I saw a friend, but she’s like 50 states away.
They probably think I’m dead, but if I lived they’d still complain.
I don’t wanna save me from myself.
I wanted freedom, now I’m falling.
Hope I smiled before I fell.
I don’t think I’ve seen my bed in days ‘cause I’ve been running after nothing but I’ll still say I’m okay.
I’ve been imagining my life, this doesn’t feel right.
If I’m the voice inside my head, I’m better off dead.
Dove in the shallow end.
Found comfort in the way I weigh.
Crying’s like medicine, once it’s all done you feel the same.
Thought that I saw a friend, but she’s like 50 states away.
They probably think I’m dead, but if I lived they’d still complain.
Wrote “what if?” down on pavement, I settled down in basements.
If I kept my mind would I be fine? I’m fine.
If I let me down imagine how it feels now, I’m drowning.
I’d rather suffocate than lie.
Dove in the shallow end.
Found comfort in the way I weigh.
Crying’s my medicine, once it’s all done I feel the same.
Thought that I saw a friend, but she’s like 50 states away.
They probably think I’m dead, but if I lived I’d still complain.
But if I lived they’d still complain.

Something to Die For:

List of things I love.
Tried to write you down, but I crossed it off.
You know I can’t lie, I tried.
Wish you’d prove me wrong so I’d play along.
I won’t change my mind, think you’re better off looking for another hand to hold ‘cause I won’t.
I know you’ve got me in your dreams.
Can’t tell what my silence means, so you filled up the quiet with white noise.
My bones are made of broken glass.
I won’t let you sign me cast.
’Cause we know I’m not something to die for.
Waiting for a call, but nothing came.
Sat down at our spot, thought you’d do the same.
Hate you see yourself that way, ‘cause always I’ll stay.
I know you’ve got me in your dreams.
Can’t tell what my silence means, so you filled up the quiet with white noise.
My bones are made of broken glass.
I won’t let you sign my cast.
’Cause we know I’m not something to die for.
I know you’ve got me in your dreams.
Can’t tell what my silence means, so you filled up the quiet with white noise.
My bones are made of broken glass.
No, you cannot sign my cast.
’Cause we both know you’re something to die for.

Lay Me Down:

Lay me down for awhile alone.
Please don’t walk too loud.
Don’t let me know you’re around.
Take me down to the level where all your dreams are.
Listen close to the tremors, the hearts we’ve all known.
’Cause it’s true, I love you, but you made me do this.
Don’t want to, it just hurts to lose it.
Forever, I just can’t imagine.
Whatever if I sleep still again.
Please just tell me everything that I’ve been saying, can I believe in myself?
Just remind me there’s no point in keeping secrets.
Can you tell I’m freaked out?
Hold me close, so forgetful I’m wishing I was.
Test me out, save another once I’m all washed out.
’Cause it’s true, I love you, but you made me do this.
Don’t want to, it just hurts to lose it.
Forever, I just can’t imagine.
Whatever if I sleep still again.
’Cause that look in your eyes says that we’re still alive, but I know that it’s not worth it.
I just wish that I knew how to think like myself in these moments, like I’m homesick.
Never know what to say or if things’ll be okay, but it’s going, and I’m for it.
Full of life and excitement, it’s nice, you should try it.
I could die here.
I loved you, but you made me do this.
I want to, it just hurts to lose it.
Forever, I just can’t imagine.
Whatever, let me sleep still again.

Easy Street:

You love to come and go ‘cause you know I’ll be waiting.
I think I might fold, I can tell that you’re baiting.
And we’re on easy street just as long as you want me.
And it’s so funny that you think that you got me.
You think I’m wishing you well? That does not ring a bell.
Gonna get what I want now.
You’re lucky I’m so nice.
Don’t have to ask me twice.
You need something? I’ll do it as long as you need.
Isn’t life so fun? Oh, yeah.
So when’s the next boat? Tell me something I don’t know.
I like the dress code, looks like somewhere I wanna go.
You think I’m wishing you well? That does not ring a bell.
Gonna get what I came for.
It’s so amusing, the spell. Almost feels loving.
And it’s serving me well now.
You’re lucky I’m so nice.
Don’t have to ask me twice.
You need something? I’ll do it as long as you need.
Isn’t life so fun? Oh, yeah.
Why did you let go? What makes you seem so worried.
All I can tell is you love to know that you hurt me.
You’re lucky I’m so nice.
Don’t have to ask me twice.
You need something? I’ll do it as long as you need.
Isn’t life so fun?
You’re lucky I’m so nice.
C’mon and ask me twice.
You need something? Come get it, whatever you need.
Isn’t life so fun? Ha, ha ha. Oh, yeah.
Tell me something I don’t know.
You look like someone I wanna know.
Oh, yeah.

Might Be Abby:

What’s our location? And how close is the next town?
’Cause you’re not in the best mood, and I hope we don’t see anyone.
Don’t call me careless, why is it bad if I have some fun?
I don’t know if you can tell, but I’m closer to just leaving you.
I know you’re loving, but can you please cut them all some slack?
They’re admiring life they never saw existing.
Now they look scared, look what you’ve done now we can’t be friends.
I wish I went with dad, he never gets this protective.
I didn’t mean that, promise you won’t leave me all alone.
Please forget I got mad. I don’t know what I’m doing here.
That might be Abby, I wonder if she goes through the same thing.
I guess I can’t complain, the grass is always greener.
I know you mean well, but can you please cut them all some slack?
They’re admiring life they never saw existing.
Now they look scared, look what you’ve done now we can’t be friends.
I wish I went with dad, he never gets this protective.

Losing August:

I shuffle everyday, through all the motions, leaving behind what’s mine.
And it’s not quite holiday, why should I wait, seeing the best move on.
There’s friends I never see, so ahead of me.
Don’t keep score.
There’s rules that I will break, chances I will take.
Don’t mind me.
Because losing august and blaming myself was no good help.
But the world doesn’t owe me.
Keeping to the road is not always easy with the rest of the ways you can go.
This world’s in for a treat when we’re all free.
There’s so much more to be seen.
Because losing august and blaming myself was no good help.
But the world doesn’t owe me.
I’m glad that you found me.
As someone who needs some more excitement in his life, I thank you.

Phantom:

Had never seen the stars so still, forgetting the aching chill, cold like a phantom leer.
I’m glad I can forgive, not one where scorn has been, but sometimes we can’t help but sin.
What’s the difference between all the bad we do and the bad that we want to do.
It was the same night then that I saw something new I had to fight for, my best mistake.
I wished for a reason to light a fire, to dance on the ashes of the past.
And it’s best we call it something in the water.
We’re unprepared here, but you were my friend, so what happened?
What happened?
I was just looking for some light, convenient reconnaissance, a word on what’s up ahead.
Never been the type for fortune, you told me we all pretend, that it’s all just in our heads.
How do we forget and move on from the innocent, like they’re someone we never met?
It was the same night then that I saw something new I had to fight for, my best mistake.
I wished for a reason to light a fire, to dance on the ashes of the past.
And it’s best we call it something in the water.
We’re unprepared here, but you were my friend, so what happened?
What happened?

Breaking:

I think I could hate you if I needed to.
Dance with someone else around this room, pretend that I don’t need you.
I want something to fight for, no more words to decipher.
Can you hear me? Am I talking to myself?
I don’t want somebody else.
Want to ask you if this feels right, but I don’t want somebody else to hold me hear tonight.
You’re still all I’ve got, so why do we feel lost?
If all of this is just a dream, I pray to god I stay asleep.
I don’t understand us, but I wish I could.
You know just as well as me things don’t work out the way they should.
Wish they would.
I can tell you’re breaking even through that smile, but your broken parts look better when I hold them for a little while, just a little while.
Want to ask you if this feels right, but I don’t want somebody else to hold me hear tonight.
You’re still all I’ve got, so why do we feel lost?
If all of this is just a dream, pray to god I stay asleep.
Come and show me that we’re alright, ‘cause I’ve been feeling everything while you’ve been sleeping fine.

The Only Thing Stopping Me:

Forgot your voice last time we met, couldn’t forget the constant regret.
Should have let go but instead I clung onto every worthless f*cking word you swore you meant.
But my generosity comes with a price, and I’m not sure that you can pay it.
It’s worth so much more than your lack of respect.
’Cause I’m free of this, and I like it.
No more crying, just never mistake kindness for weakness.
It will leave you in pieces, you can quote me on that, I would know.
’Cause your lying and cheating is exactly the reason for this cold in my heart.
Thought I was your friend, now look at me.
You made me a plague for this world to see.
So sit there with your crown and tell me you don’t feel this.
I am not that tough, but my generosity comes with a price, and I’m not sure that you can pay it.
’Cause I’m free of this, and I like it.
No more crying, just never mistake kindness for weakness.
It will leave you in pieces, you can quote me on that, I would know.
’Cause your lying and cheating is exactly the reason for this cold in my heart.
Well I get why you’re silent but now’s not the time to stay quiet and hide that you’re not really fine.
I remember the old you, that’s not who you are.
Your old methods of function have gone very far.
And I just can’t handle the fact that your new prototype will refuse to react to the life you once lived and the things you enjoyed.
It’d be nice if you let someone help fill the voice.
’Cause I’m finally free of this mess and I think I like it.
No more crying but why’d you mistake kindness for weakness?
It will leave you in pieces, you could see it on me, I would know.
’Cause your lying and cheating are all too good reasons for this cold in my heart.

Fragile:

I’ve been your friend, I’ll be ‘til the end.
I’m so grateful that you’ll join me for the last night of our lives.
I’ll walk in the same, but I’m onto your game, so just please don’t complain when I don’t think to call your name.
We walked in heads high, there’s not room to rewind.
What an end to a run we barely begun.
I told you enough, our hearts bound to erupt.
Can’t imagine this change, but that’s how we played.
I’m so terrified of becoming just another wasted echo of your mind.
We live such fragile lives, the wait is over so let’s take a chance to we could say we tried.
But I can’t get through.
No I can’t get through to you.
You asked for this mess, and I gave my best.
Just remember where you came from since we’re finally at rest.
And I still believe, even if it makes me weak.
And I can’t tell what you’re thinking but I know it can’t be good for me.
We walked in heads high, there’s no room to rewind.
Can’t imagine this change, but that’s how we played.
I’m so terrified of becoming just another wasted echo of your mind.
We live such fragile lives, the wait is over so let’s take a chance to we could say we tried.
But I can’t get through.

Precious:

Attention comes and goes it seems, no reason why.
You can’t explain, we’re all the same.
The broken spirits still come through, why wouldn’t they?
In all of us, no room for trust.
We’re all so selfish, and it’s driving me insane.
Just all the thoughts that we retain, just so we all protect our names.
We’re all so broken, it’s like life just passes by while all the moments they feel so fake, yet so precious.
This life possesses many dreams, so much to see.
So why regard the distant scars?
Relay the truth and all the lies, what is the difference?
We’re all to blame, there’s no escape.
We’re all so selfish, and it’s driving me insane.
Just all the thoughts that we retain, just so we all protect our names.
We’re all so broken, it’s like life just passes by while all the moments they feel so fake, yet so precious.
We’re all so anxious and all filled with anguish.
And that’s all that we believe, yeah that’s all that we believe.
For no good reason, what do we believe in?
Who am I to say it should be another way?
We’re all so selfish, and it’s driving me insane.
Just all the thoughts that we retain, just so we all protect our names.
We’re all so broken, it’s like life just passes by while all the moments they feel so fake, yet so precious.

Second Chance:

You’ve lost the will the second you fill the grave with the bones of all you’ve saved.
Still shy away from the mistakes that you’ve made, with the hope that they’ll be gone someday.
The good die young it seems, good fortune feels just out of reach no matter how hard you pray.
And there’s the jealous with a walk of their own, it’s as if they’re not alone.
So raise your hands for a second chance, why can’t it just be us?
Survived and slaved through the pouring rain, so why can’t it be just like how we planned?
I watched as zealots rethought all that they’ve learned, it’s as if it’s not their turn.
Came through with colors as I bartered for gold memories both new and old.
They come through dreams as if they’ll be there for good, as if they’re not welcomed home.
So easy to relive instead of letting go.
So raise your hands for a second chance, why can’t it just be us?
Survived and slaved through the pouring rain, so why can’t it be just like how we planned?
I’ve felt so cheated for oh so long, but it’s a fact of life.
Become much too jealous, so patience can’t get through.
But I am your savior, yes I’ve been there longer than you’ll ever know.

Midnight:

Half passed midnight, and all on my mind is all those words I should’ve said.
Better lonely than have you hold me, leave me time and time again.
Should I try to make it right?
What if I don’t survive through this night?
Should have known not to trust you.
Never sensed what you might do.
If I’d had known what I’d go through I’d have put a fake name in your phone.
Hope your car never makes it.
Hope those shots finally kick in when the breaks finally give in.
I’ve always been better alone.
Life goes on, I know I won’t forget the way you turned me into stone.
Jokes on me, I don’t believe things happen for a reason anymore.
I’ll move on, but even time won’t heal the scars, they’re haunting me like ghosts.
Should have known not to trust you.
Never sensed what you might do.
If I’d had known what I’d go through I’d have put a fake name in your phone.
Hope your car never makes it.
Hope those shots finally kick in when the breaks finally give in.
I’ve always been better alone.

The Glow:

I belong to something better than what I’ve become.
I’ll try for my life to keep it all going, in spite of all that has happened.
I used to think I knew everything that I just had to do to keep a grip on what I loved.
Everything just fell from up above.
It seems that I was broken.
I used to think that it was hopeless.
It isn’t the best yet.
Now I run for no one, yet cling to what matters the most.
Admire the glow, ‘cause now I’m done.
Let me come clean. It’s just what it seems.
Easygoing, don’t bother to question the presence of all that can help you.
I can tell that we are the ones who wake up with all of the weight gone.
It’s true, more than you know, this life will always have something to show.
It will still be your heart that I will guard, even when my faith has gone too far.
It seems that I was broken.
I used to think that it was hopeless.
It isn’t the best yet.
Now I run for no one, yet cling to what matters the most.
Admire the glow, ‘cause now I’m done.
Let me come clean. It’s just what it seems.
So cherish the wrong, and forget the battered minds that we all hang onto.
I used to think I knew everything that I just had to do to keep a grip on what I loved.
Everything just fell from up above.
It seems that I was broken.
I used to think that it was hopeless.
It isn’t the best yet.
Now I run for no one, yet cling to what matters the most.
Admire the glow, ‘cause now I’m done.
Let me come clean. It’s just what it seems.
So cherish the wrong, and forget the battered minds that we all hang onto.

Ancient:

I hope you know that there has never been a time I didn’t care, but I can’t stay here.
70 days and no excuse, looking for a question.
It’s ancient now.
I’ve been so clung to every crime, never stopped to think about if it’s worth the time.
I hope you know that there has never been a time I didn’t care, but I can’t stay here.
I’m facing facts I never thought i’d be hearing.
Forget those dreams, they won’t be forgiven.
It’s nice to see it this way.
Another world outside what I thought existed.
It’s strange to think that I won’t be missing that life as time goes on.
70 days, no end in sight.
Let me go away from here to where I belong.
It shows to be so hard to coexist with all the things I thought I knew, with how they are.
I hope you know that there has never been a time I didn’t care, but I can’t stay here.
I’m facing facts I never thought i’d be hearing.
Forget those dreams, they won’t be forgiven.
It’s nice to see it this way.
Another world outside what I thought existed.
It’s strange to think that I won’t be missing that life as time goes on.
I may be the one who will walk away, but you’re the one who left.
I’m facing facts I never thought i’d be hearing.
Forget those dreams, they won’t be forgiven.
It’s nice to see it this way.
Another world outside what I thought existed.
It’s strange to think that I won’t be missing that life as time goes on.
I’m facing facts, I can’t go back.
It’s too late.
So sorry, I can’t stay here.
I hope you know that there has never been a time I didn’t care, but I can’t stay here.

Majesty:

I’ll do my best to escape those dreams that rely on forgotten ways, but fail the test meant to gather thoughts for a clear air that’s free of haze.
What is it I’m running from? To escape the things I will become?
It must be easy for you to say but it is not your choice to make.
I’ll take tragedy and mix it up with clarity, and fantasy with all your lies your majesty.
I see you. It’s never been so hard for me to go.
Take those strides, more than enough to satisfy, and realize good fortune never seems to hide.
I’ll see you again.
It’s never been so hard for me to pretend.
The setting sun gives a pleasant feel to the wounds that will never heal.
The fragile grip on what we hold dear won’t make up for our fatal fear.
It seems as though we’ll never learn.
Your heart, it breaks at every turn.
And yeah, it was all just a huge mistake, but I would not ever wish that it went any other way.
I’ll take tragedy and mix it up with clarity, and fantasy with all your lies your majesty.
I see you. It’s never been so hard for me to go.
Take those strides, more than enough to satisfy, and realize good fortune never seems to hide.
I’ll see you again.
It’s never been so hard for me to pretend.
It’s never felt so lost, oh well.

Erase Me:

Idle dreams keep the foolish pleased. Stay your own and beat the cycle.
It’s truly war, but you don’t keep score. It just goes, and it’s amazing.
It’s like we forgot all of our dreams before writing the meanings, then life came around.
It’s time disguised as healing. Remember that feeling? What if I do forever?
Oh god.
It’s the pain we all need. Remember the dreams we all grieved?
’Cause I never forgot them, yeah, we sure felt alive.
Erase the days we all love, ‘cause what is the point when they’re gone?
I still can’t get enough. It’s no wonder that we’re lost.
It’s times like these when regrets won’t leave, when you stall but watch the clock tick on.
There’s much to learn but it’s not your turn. Stand your ground, they’re always watching.
It’s like we forgot all of our dreams before writing the meanings, please god…
It’s the pain we all need. Remember the dreams we all grieved?
’Cause I never forgot them, yeah, we sure felt alive.
Erase the days we all love, ‘cause what is the point when they’re gone?
I still can’t get enough. It’s no wonder that we’re lost.
Idle dreams keep the foolish pleased. Stay your own and beat the cycle.
It’s truly war, but you don’t keep score. Stand your ground.
It’s no wonder that we’re lost, I know.

Cabin:

I always knew we’d end up here, lost in complicated mindsets because of me, because of me.
You saw the hope when I saw fear, now I’ve crumbled any progress.
I’ve let you down.
It seems I’m selfish, right down to the bitter bone.
Distracting what you can see, trying to be your wish.
”We’re better off now”, strange those four words coming running out my mouth.
When here come the reasons of why they won’t help.
Just ‘cause I thought by now there might be something worth expecting from this devastating course of action I’m going down too far.
When I back down from too many fights.
It’s all my fault, I know. I took a good thing and I ruined it. I traded what was worth it in pathetic attempts, I’m sorry.
And I’ve been through it all before.
She wrote down something later she couldn’t read.
Was distracted by the sounds of internal screams.
Woke from a nightmare, and she’d guarantee the weight’s too much to bear.
He thought for hours in the place where they’d hide when the thunder and lightning storms would light up the night, thought it was unfair and too dark to see.
He drank too much to care.
Whatever, let’s not look back to September, it’s holding you back.
Don’t go trying to change me, our star-crossed fate can’t be saved.
It’s just I thought by now there might be something worth expecting from this devastating course of action I’m going down too far.
When I back down from too many fights.
It’s all my fault, I know. I took a good thing and I ruined it. I traded what was worth it in pathetic attempts, I’m sorry.
And I’ve been through it all before.
If there’s a single shred of reason you may not be telling me just save us both the torture ‘cause it’s better put down than suffering.
Yeah, it’s looking like we’re not the same.

Trance:

Let me go back to then.
Our voices carried through thick and thin.
Now beginning to wait.
I hope these feelings do not escape.
But the urge goes on, forgetting what’s right and wrong.
Just even the smallest shred of doubt puts me on the ground
And the words are lost at the fabric of the fatal cost resulting from any mistake bringing you down.
Yet these idle hands pray for a chance at a scenic glance outside of this trance.
This darkened room will come crashing down once the light is found, when good things come around.
You face fight or flight.
Stop, because I know that you’re always in a bind.
The destination’s always blind.
But you reacted just in time to escape this one track mind.
Just as these idle hands pray for a chance at a scenic glance outside of this trance. This darkened room will come crashing down once the light is found, when good things come around.
Acoustic Outro (Trance):
It’s okay, swear I’m fine this way.
I am used to this, though you’re truly missed.
I’m left to wait ‘til I know you’re safe.
Whether here or there, and without a care.

Clean Slate:

Faded dreams, coupled with a conclusion to break all the habits once loved.
She grows apart from her admired impulse to keep all connections on lock.
While he’s stored away collecting dust, trying everything just to offset all the rust.
Waves of sorrow hit, he just can’t help but think “please don’t all be for nothing”.
Tempers short again, his stubbornness won’t end, but she’s in charge here with a will to clear the slate of all sin.
Feeling torn, she resides in her moments kept deep down protected from time.
There they stand, won’t lose sight of the plan, and won’t take for granted this sign.
Now it’s up to him to increase all the odds, no shortcomings welcomed this time.
And she’s too smart to acknowledge the fate, and instead just follows her mind.
Waves of sorrow hit, he just can’t help but scream “please don’t all be for nothing”.
Tempers short again, his stubbornness won’t end, but she’s in charge here with a will to clear the slate of all sin.
And he’s stored away collecting dust, trying everything just to offset all the rust.
Waves of sorrow hit, she says under her breath “this was all just for nothing”.
Though he’s feeling dead, his stubbornness won’t end, and she’s in charge.
”Seize the day” echoes throughout his mind as turmoil leaves from her soul.
At this point clouds have scattered in time, ensuring that they pass through the toll.

Here Lies Hope:

There I went, with empty space.
Stepped into the gates of hell, but showed no fear.
Wore a face I thought was mine, and that charade could hold back tears.
But nevertheless did I fight hard to be apart.
But I was a fake, I had no strength.
But I went as far as I could go.
I did it for you, a lie in itself.
My book of excuses left to rot from overuse.
I did it in fear.
Aging hands left clenching hope that someday they’ll live again.
How long’s it been since any form of doubt could not be found inside this mind, protected from time?
To travel on this road could not be done without the part where we become locked.
There’s no going back.
I want to be sure before again comes a mistake.
We’re destined to wake up upon a time where we are all, where all is us.
We can be fame.
Let me know that you’re proud, I’ll do what you want.
I can handle your crown, I’ll take what I’ve got.
Blaring eternal sound torturing my thought.
My hope can be found, all that I could want.
I was a fake, I had no strength.
But I went as far as I could go.
I did it for you.